Wednesday, August 20, 2008

let california ring

i want a fairy tale romance just like every girl my age, i think no matter how much every girl denies wanting to be with someone in all actuality no girl wants to be alone. i do want someone, and it is only one. but without that one person i would not want anyone else and im speaking of this moment not like future tense or any bull crap. hahah i wish i could slut it up without thinking down upon myself LMAO. but there is one thing im sure im gonna try to keep my word on is getting married

i NEVER want to get married. ever.

il have kids yes, with someone whos willing to be in my life forever [or attempt to be] but i cant imagine trying to keep that promise with someone. the promise being "forever". josh was like "your gonna be like 80 and even more miserable than you think you already are." and seriously thats probably gonna happen regardless. marriage doesn't mean a damn thing anymore. it just means that your so in love with this one person at this one time and your gonna make a promise to stay together forever. but how often does that actually happen? thanks mom and dad. im fixing what you've screwed up for me.

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