fuck the pooooolice.

this is the most patient i've ever been with anyone that has come into my life. i hate not having the upper hand but at the same time its like i dont even know where the hell i stand. all i know is that i gotta be something special, right? i hate how i always try to see the good in people when in reality it could be alllllll bad. i know just the little that he tells me and i believe it with caution. i guess only time will tell.

please save me from love.