you made it out alive

"oh what a relief.

i'd love the shape that your faces make,
you never really know
what you cant really see"


from all to nothing. "nice guys finish last" and im sorry i support that. my emotions have taken over my life and i cant help but feel more stupid everyday.

so theres the boy whos always there no matter what. no matter what i tell him he sticks around just PRAYING that il change my mind and come back to him. im sure every sentence that comes out of my mouth is a bullet to his heart. and yet he still believes that im the one and all i do is shun him away. fuck you melody!

and then theres this boy who is an asshole and he is the one that i cant stop thinking about.

and then theres a boy whos heart i broke thinking that it was okay.


i hate this.
i cant believe im being a real bitch.