Monday, April 13, 2009

lakoston

its almost to a point where i dont give a shit who tells me im not fat because i will always believe i am. my boyfriend just semi called me fat and he probably didnt mean to hurt my feelings and at the same time he really probably didnt mean it in the first place. i can totally make myself stop eating but i know its not good and therefore i dont do it and dieting is just insane because its long and hard and requires doin work. food is soo good. i seriously blame it on the alcohol SIKE haha i blame it on the BC. i swear my entire life till i started BC i was trying so hard to gain weight. and now im fat and ugly :[ thanks

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