omfg

she knows my name

if you KNOW he's fucking around with girls why do you put up?
seriously girls these days mangggg.
even my emotions aren't that mental.

i are

halfway drunk

i called like 2 people and txt someone that deserved it. i hate how irresponsible i am with my heart. i toss it here and there and i am way to easily flattered. i wish i could just like block everthing that came my way but i feel like i might pass up the opportunity for love.


WHO THE FUCK cares, dude melody; like seriously grow up.

marco polo

3 day weekend with a 30 hour training. that translate to like 4 hours of sleep per night.

i am at soso's house with the boys playing wid sheeeit. waiting for something to happen on this borrrrrrrrrrring friday night. UGH





i cant stop thinking about a certain someone and im still debating weather or not that is a good thing. i should have learned my lesson by now but i dont wanna pass up the wrong one. FUCK this.

i am so immature.

9111!1!

marshamarshamarsha
dramadramadrama

it never ends.

uHHHmms. yeah.

YL time.

burcham elementary

it had to be simple, for the children to read.





buttttt that was my day in a nutshell. toodles.

oh hello.

i'm not trying to run my mileage up, ya digg?

i've never been around so much weed in my life and i'm so convinced that i will never smoke haha.

i really wanna kiss someone; anyone. and i want them to be a good kisser. i know its like beggers can't be chooser but mannnnnn.

thug life.

beautiful mess

SHE's the best of both worlds --a woman who's confident (on the outside) and appears put together but also a woman who is on the inside, needy, lost and dependant on a mans love. its the kind of crazy girl a man cant help but love..both sides of this woman builds up a mans ego, he's got the strong woman, and he's got the woman who needs him..he realizes its not healthy its --CRAZY and he knows SHE will love you one minute and hate you the next (tear down a man/build him up again) she appears 'together' but her mind is reckless...she's sane and insane, she's strong but needy, humble, but greedy...she's strong enough to be without a man, at the same time still helpless and dependant on one. its all about one man loving one woman...a lost one. the woman has been through alot, the man is along for the rough ride and basically says they're now wounded together..he sticks it out, cause even though few and far between, the one day that everything seems normal is so worth the wait..the song is a warped fairy tale.

let me telllll you

this is going to be long but fuck you because you gots ta readd it!

SO like i work at the ymca as a after school councilor and i started this job in march. during the school year we work as an after school program, during the summer we work as summer camp councilors. well anyways every school site 4 team leaders, one assistant director and one site director. last school year i started out as just a regular team leader and now i got promoted to assistant director but the school site i work at isn't the same as last year and the kids are mind blowingly [thats not a real word] bad. they're crazy. so i asked to get transfered to a different school and my wish came true. but i gotta accept the demotion. BUTTT this entire week ive have been the active site director and most the parents and teacher AND my boss think ive been doing a great job. so kevin [which is like the head of all this] was thinking about letting my site director go to make me site director and this is like HUGE because the pay is awesome. but for now im gonna take my demotion and head off to another school and see what happens.

i hope the tire starts swinging my direction. like with everything eles in my life.

check me outttt

my hair is PURPLE!!

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh:
_ my sleep pattern is messed up
_ i need to find another job
_ i dont want to start school
_ i would love to get TOTALLY hammered this weekend
_ i wanna get laid :]
_ i miss tons of people
_ i need to pay my ticket. PLUS my gow2 preorder
_ i gotta visit gallery
_ i still haven't signed up for biking classes
_ take me paintballing !
_ I NEED A MOTHER FREAKIN VACATION!

sank you.

teach me

Teach me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved

help

i am no longer content. i feel like i have completely fallen apart. what has happened to all the goodness in people? why is everything in this world so FUCKED up now?


my goal now: to only worry about myself because no one else matters.

dear "grade A"

i really hope everythings okay and that you didnt get into some fatal accident because i think thats the only way im going to forgive you for flaking on me tonight. well actually not just me, everyone, everyone was waiting on you and thats what upset me the most.



i can honestly say i am disappointed, and extremely upset.

let me grow

some bitches never learn.
im chill, im easy going, im wholesome.
i just want someone to return the favor

i am trying my hardest to be extremely mature about this situation. please dont let me down. i feel like im trying to mold myself into someone to fit them, not to try to impress but to grow and be on the same so call "level" as this person.

i wish i didnt spend so much time thinking and debating and just let it go. but i guess this is the only guard i have. i know, actually everybody knows, there is no avoiding love. the only protection you have is to end it before it starts. and im obviously not trying to do so.

so now

im trying to be really serious about this diet thing. so if you see me PLEASE dont tempt me to eat :[ i know im not fat. i know, i just wanna feel better about myself. i wanna know i can put myself to do something and accomplish it.

holy BALLS!

my mind is just like

akjsdfas;ljdkfa;sldkjfwouite;dsxkwoif;ldskfjndsklf1234

yeah JUST like that.
HOLY CRAP what would your girlfriend say if she knew?!
OMG what a dogggggggg.

damage

one: left arm

[this one was actually the only one not done by a paintball gun. thanks FAGGOT]

two: right armthree: right legfour: left side of my hipfive: left boob? kinda

i got owned. but i did even more owning. i actually had a very hard time sleeping last night it was wayy hott and at that i was in soooooo much pain. twas all worth it :]