real spit

"the lips of our fate
will become the ones of your loss
and my relief
i'll taunt them right in your face
and show you how its done
because now my lips belong to another someone."

so i cant hide this any longer. my feelings are like jumping beans; they're confused and everywhere all at once. in high school it always seemed like relationships came along so easy, stayed for a while, and weren't as devastating as they seem to be today. im starting to think i set myself up for heartbreak when i try my hardest to avoid every aspect of it. its probably karma cos we all know how much of a biggooo bitch that is. give me a break please?! i haven't had one rock solid boyfriend in YEARS. and now its like do i really want one? i can't deny of LOVING the feeling of having someone there to be bored with me but i can NOT handle the emotional stress. seriously...

FUCK ex boyfriends.