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why cant anyone see it?
i am in need of serious help.

stessin to the max

fuckin vegas, my brain is so fryed. i dont think i spelled that right but who giveee a flying fuckk. i cant study, i cant think, i hate you, i hate everyone. please just make life easier by a little bit. please?

onezerofiveayeem.

and im blogging. my ovaries hurt, and i need to learn how to appreciate life more.

wtf am i doing on here

i cant believe i still have this stupid blog. all it talks about is my stupid life, and how stupid every boy i ever run into is. its like a never ending cycle of SUCK. sometimes i just wish i loved myself enough to respect myself because we obviously know that its the reason i hate myself so much. help.

crackin

sike. haha im blogging at a party right meow haahhaahaha

crackin

sike. haha im blogging at a party right meow haahhaahaha

you made it out alive

"oh what a relief.

i'd love the shape that your faces make,
you never really know
what you cant really see"


from all to nothing. "nice guys finish last" and im sorry i support that. my emotions have taken over my life and i cant help but feel more stupid everyday.

so theres the boy whos always there no matter what. no matter what i tell him he sticks around just PRAYING that il change my mind and come back to him. im sure every sentence that comes out of my mouth is a bullet to his heart. and yet he still believes that im the one and all i do is shun him away. fuck you melody!

and then theres this boy who is an asshole and he is the one that i cant stop thinking about.

and then theres a boy whos heart i broke thinking that it was okay.


i hate this.
i cant believe im being a real bitch.