stupider than stupid

i am the most stupid creature to ever walk the face of the earth.






no one really cares about you melody, so get over yourself. love isnt real.

not hugs.

its crazy how i can be all drugged up and still feel pain. whats left to do now? because living life is to damn hard.

dear melody.

no one will ever love you. and when they do all you are going to do is chase them out of your life.

with love,
melody.

fathers day.

one day when i sprout my own children, il make sure to let them know how much they mean to me every single day of their lives. il be able to have MY VERY OWN FAMILY instead of trying to be apart of others.

fathers day.

one day when i sprout my own children, il make sure to let them know how much they mean to me every single day of their lives. il be able to have MY VERY OWN FAMILY instead of trying to be apart of others.

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why cant anyone see it?
i am in need of serious help.

stessin to the max

fuckin vegas, my brain is so fryed. i dont think i spelled that right but who giveee a flying fuckk. i cant study, i cant think, i hate you, i hate everyone. please just make life easier by a little bit. please?

onezerofiveayeem.

and im blogging. my ovaries hurt, and i need to learn how to appreciate life more.

wtf am i doing on here

i cant believe i still have this stupid blog. all it talks about is my stupid life, and how stupid every boy i ever run into is. its like a never ending cycle of SUCK. sometimes i just wish i loved myself enough to respect myself because we obviously know that its the reason i hate myself so much. help.